Killian-Blackheart

Three Months is just too damn long to not have posted anything here. Got back into a little practice today since I had the house to myself all morning. Felt good to pick up the pencil again after this long. Felt even better to pick up the Walcom tablet and have something look halfway decent. Maybe I will get the hang of this thing after all, but only if I make more time to use it.

OK I havent posted anything new because my days have been spent sorting, tossing, donating, dumping and packing. My move date may be postponed for a day so while I have all my drawing things piled up beside me I am trying to not pull it out befor I'm settled. It's just frustrating as we will be splitting up the family till things get better with finacialy. So my children and I will be moving in with my mother in law while my hubby has been trying to find a one bedroom close to work. The way I see it this will either make us or break us as a family.
I can only hope things turn around soon and I get a legit job offer. So far all the interviews I have had have turned out to be for placement agencies that are looking for people by offering jobs they advertised but dont really have available right now. I mean really?!? There outta be a law ....

So All I can do is  wait and see what happens here and hope for a better tommorrow.
Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. I'm hoping my muse will stick with me and give me an outlet for all the craziness thats about to overwhelm my life.
But right now All I feel is tired and sore,  frustrated and over whellmed..and more then a little bit scared.

Well the Ick, as my friend likes to call, it has landed. I tried to draw while I was resting in bed but really wasnt feeling it. May try again today once I have a free moment....yeahhhhh  riggggghhhhhhhtttt!! Thats if I have any energy left after todays cleaning cooking laundry and child care adventures.

ok so as the new year was coming closer a friend and I were discussing resolutions. he had decided rather then make any of those to creat a list of things he wanted to try and do. After some encouragement on his part I decided to do the same. Because unlike a resolution it wil not matter if I succed or fail,Only that I try my best.
So one of the things I put on my list was to submit something creative either here artisticaly or on my Tumblr account for rp writings. So far I have made good. And with each posting no matter how I feel about the art itself I feel better about myself. It feels Like im getting back a little piece of me I lost a long time ago, and it feels good.

Ok so Im finaly stepping into the digital age by starting the new year with a new bamboo Pen Tablet. This is going to take some time to get used to but I imagine it will be fun as well. I look at all the awsome work here thats created using tablets like this and hopefully I will have something to show for it soon. Right now just learning all the ins and outs of the thing. LOL!!
Wish me luck!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!!